Thursday, May 31, 2007
Friday, May 4, 2007
It has been a sunshiney week over here. The kiddos have played outside lots. The garden has been worked on tons (by Rebekah Burroughs and Jeremy's wife, Regina...a wee bit from me). It has been great to watch the kids play. Dean graduates from SEBC next Friday. He took his final last Tuesday. We had a surprise luau (sp?) waiting for him when he got home. It was fabulous weather for it. I love love sunshiney days. What can I say? They put me in a sunshine silly willy mood.
But, right now it is raining. And, I gotta say that I love the rain. Not only is it healthy for the garden, but it is also healthy for me too. I enjoy looking out the window. I'm not really too much of a dreamer for the future. I just like enjoying the warmth of the sun or the leaves blowing in the fall. I need the rain though. I feel like it slows my thoughts down a notch or two, and makes me listen. It sounds so nice right now. The kids are taking a nap, and here I sit. Smiling and trying to just listen.
It really is hard for me to listen. I was talking to -G for a short bit this morning about it. It is so hard to know if I'm being honest with the Lord or if I'm just being manipulative. Can I just tell you how scared I am of my thoughts? I don't think I'm making much sense. I'm not sure how to describe it. I ache to be quiet with my Friend and Savior. I long to hear His truth, but I'm so afraid of interfering His thoughts. Any thoughts, Scripture or books you guys can bring is always appreciated.
Argh. Blogging my heart is so hard.
I'm with Michelle. I can't wait to be in Heaven. I'm tired of my flesh, fears and especially this world.
But, right now it is raining. And, I gotta say that I love the rain. Not only is it healthy for the garden, but it is also healthy for me too. I enjoy looking out the window. I'm not really too much of a dreamer for the future. I just like enjoying the warmth of the sun or the leaves blowing in the fall. I need the rain though. I feel like it slows my thoughts down a notch or two, and makes me listen. It sounds so nice right now. The kids are taking a nap, and here I sit. Smiling and trying to just listen.
It really is hard for me to listen. I was talking to -G for a short bit this morning about it. It is so hard to know if I'm being honest with the Lord or if I'm just being manipulative. Can I just tell you how scared I am of my thoughts? I don't think I'm making much sense. I'm not sure how to describe it. I ache to be quiet with my Friend and Savior. I long to hear His truth, but I'm so afraid of interfering His thoughts. Any thoughts, Scripture or books you guys can bring is always appreciated.
Argh. Blogging my heart is so hard.
I'm with Michelle. I can't wait to be in Heaven. I'm tired of my flesh, fears and especially this world.
Thursday, May 3, 2007
you can go here or there or both
So, I've created a blog for silliness. It is my place for my goofy side to go wild.
This place will be for my hopes, fears, and even moments of thankfulness for my King. I'm not sure why I feel the need to seperate the two. I think it is because that bench and flower pic is sooo pretty. I just want to sit and talk about God when I look at it.
Okay, ya need to go here if you wanna be exposed to the silliness.
This place will be for my hopes, fears, and even moments of thankfulness for my King. I'm not sure why I feel the need to seperate the two. I think it is because that bench and flower pic is sooo pretty. I just want to sit and talk about God when I look at it.
Okay, ya need to go here if you wanna be exposed to the silliness.
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